That event was one of my first BIG investments in myself..
And came at a time in my life when I knew i needed it, and knew it would benefit me
Yet – I found myself talking myself out of it..
You know how it goes
Using logic to mask my FEAR..
It wasn’t the right time… Next month maybe..
It might stretch me ££.. I have other things that were more important…
Deep down though, when I slowed down enough to listen to my bullshit (usually pre bed) I knew behind it all I was just afraid
Maybe it wouldn’t work, what then?
What if it was a waste?
What If I made a fool of myself?
What If I couldn’t do it?
It’s amazing how often logic comes in to save the day when we are faced with those kind of thoughts, yet in reality it is the thing that is hurting us not helping
I knew it all too well. I used logic and bravado most of my life to keep me in the same place I didn’t want to be
For some reason when it came to that event I broke the cycle
And I’ve never looked back. It changed the course of my life forever..And I am forever grateful to Paul and Ub for starting that
Maybe it was because I bet on myself for the first time
Or
Maybe it was because I backed myself in to such a corner spending all my savings,
living in a house with no back to it, no doors, no heating, no stairs and in some cases windows
I even quit my job so I could do it
AND yes, I still had people to support.
So maybe, I knew this needed to work
When I tell that story I always get people say stuff like
‘I would do that If______’ (insert why it’s different for them)
And I get it.. I would of said the same before that day, and that is why I stayed in the same place..
The IF never changed though, and nor did my results.
Whenever I talk about FEAR I think about that story.
Because it was a pivotal moment for me, I stepped through my nonsense and did something.
And back then I had no tools to help me do it..
Not like the tools I will be teaching in the 30 day Free Mind program
Tools that allow you to see through fear and lean into it in an effective way
Tools to help you step out of your mind and see clearly for yourself..
Habits that will take you out of the constant ‘what if’ scenario and reactive thinking that keeps us all stuck on times..
Si
